我們常常問神為什麼祂允許我們經歷那麼多傷痛和試煉。祂當然是愛我們的，不是嗎？So often we ask God why He has allowed us to go through pains and trials?
對祢來說，沒有事是不可能的 － 醫治者。Hillsong
我在過去的四年被臉上的嚴重濕疹煎熬著。四年裡，我無間斷地嘗試皮膚科治療、中醫針灸、中草藥和可體松膏藥，但是一點改善也沒有。我常常向阿爸父呼求：“我的臉會永遠這個樣子嗎？我會得到醫治嗎？”在這呼求當中，當我每天都掙扎著看到自己在鏡子裡的模樣，我感受到祂對我的愛 – 無論我的外表如何，我可以選擇相信祂對我的愛。神的眼光可是很深遠的，醫治在祂的時間安排下將會到來，這只是將會發生的事的一部分。今天，我的濕疹完全被治癒了！到底發生了什麼事？祂的心意是什麼？祂把我那虛榮的心改變為一顆能透過我們美麗的創造者而看見真善美的心。我不再害怕看見鏡子裡的自己，我能看著自己並大聲說我是美麗的，因為祂創造了那麼美好以及那麼敬畏祂的我⋯⋯
Now one of them, when he saw that he had been healed, turned back, glorifying God with a loud voice, and he fell on his face at His feet, giving thanks to Him. And he was a Samaritan. Then Jesus answered and said, “Were there not ten cleansed? But the nine—where are they? Was no one found who returned to give glory to God, except this foreigner?” And He said to him, “Stand up and go; your faith has made you well.
Today I was reminded of 4 major areas of healing and restoration.
I believe You’re my healer. And heal all my disease
Nothing is impossible with you – Healer. Hillsong.
For 4 years, I’ve suffered with a terrible case of eczema on my face. For four years it was a cycle of dermatologist visits, chinese acupuncture, chinese herbal medicine and cortisone creams. There were no improvements. I would often cry out to Abba. “Will I be this way forever? Will I ever be healed?” But in the midst of this, daily as I struggle to even look at the reflection in the mirror, there was a gentle assurance of His love for me: that no matter how I looked on the outside, I can choose to trust in His love for me. God’s eyes look much much deeper. Healing will come in His time. This will be a part of something much much bigger. And surely as of today, I AM HEALED completely from the eczema. What is that bigger picture? What was His heart for me? He replaced my vain heart to one that sees beauty through the eyes of a Beautiful Creator. No longer do I fear the reflection in the mirror, but I can look at myself and say I’m beautiful because I am fearfully and wonderfully made…
I AM HEALED THANK YOU
It was a typical day in 2001. I woke up one morning with a case of Retina Detachment (you can look it up on google). Basically, it left my right eye partially blinded. Until now, I still do not know the cause of it. Even after two laser surgeries, things got worse and eventually I was admitted to the hospital and came out from a very successful surgical operation for reattachment of my retina by one of the best specialists in town. This led to a month of house arrest and bedridden life, sleeping on my tummy on a massage table. What was His heart for me? He replaced my anxious soul with His peace. To open the eyes of my heart, to know Him more. While my friends were all having their summer vacation, there I was, brought to a place to be still and know that HE IS GOD. He is with me. My eyesight has fully recovered – 100% and I have not had another detachment since. Praise the LORD!
I AM HEALED. THANK YOU
For over a year I suffered from a mild case of Tachycardia:
Tachycardia is a fast or irregular heart rhythm, usually more than 100 beats per minute and as many as 400 beats per minute. At these elevated rates, the heart is not able to efficiently pump oxygen-rich blood to your body. This can cause dizziness, lightheadedness, or a fluttering in the chest.
Praise the Lord. I haven’t had an episode since I came to HK.
I AM HEALED. THANK YOU
Back in Canada, I used to get regular episodes of migraines which left me paralyzed for the rest of the day from doing any work. Now that I’m living in HK, which is a much more stressful city, I expected to get migraines regularly.
Praise the Lord. I haven’t had one episode of migraines since moving to HK.
I AM HEALED. THANK YOU.
ALL GLORY TO GOD.
Not only have I received physically healings, but also restoration as a woman, a daughter.
THANK YOU FOR HEALING ME. ‘Tis a wonderful gift!!!!
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